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    x-Angel-x / Sep 24 2019 16.47

    i sent nudes to a stranger, photos and videos and he screen recorded one of the videos.

    He said it was an accident and swore he deleted them. He then showed me a screen recording of his camera roll and recently deleted to prove it wasnt there. I was afraid he had them and would blackmail me so i asked if that could have just been a one time thing and we could go our seperate ways, and then he unadded me. The next day i made a 2nd account and added him, telling him how bad and guilty i feel and begging him to tell me whether he still had the video. he said, and i quote: “I dont have any videos of you. Nothing. I deleted them can you like really chill out.”. I then asked why he screen recorded it in the first place and he said its a glitch his phone does sometimes or something like that. He said he never intented to record it. I looked it up and there is a glitch some people have experienced of snapchat in which it screen records without their knowledge but still, this is really hard to believe. He ended by saying “you dont have to believe me but i know what happened” and then we unadded each other. I dont know what to think or feel. I feel so empty inside, i never thought id do this. I hate myself and I want to die. My face wasnt in any photos/videos but I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t handle this, things in my life are already so bad and now I’ve gone and done this. What do I do? I’m so upset and ashamed and regretful and scared. I feel disgusting. I know I shouldn’t have done it and I honestly don’t know why or how I did. This was just some stranger, 17 year old boy and I wasn’t thinking straight. Now what do I do. I can’t handle this on my own I hate myself 😭

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    x-Angel-x / Sep 24 2019 16.47

    i sent nudes to a stranger, photos and videos and he screen recorded one of the videos.

    He said it was an accident and swore he deleted them. He then showed me a screen recording of his camera roll and recently deleted to prove it wasnt there. I was afraid he had them and would blackmail me so i asked if that could have just been a one time thing and we could go our seperate ways, and then he unadded me. The next day i made a 2nd account and added him, telling him how bad and guilty i feel and begging him to tell me whether he still had the video. he said, and i quote: “I dont have any videos of you. Nothing. I deleted them can you like really chill out.”. I then asked why he screen recorded it in the first place and he said its a glitch his phone does sometimes or something like that. He said he never intented to record it. I looked it up and there is a glitch some people have experienced of snapchat in which it screen records without their knowledge but still, this is really hard to believe. He ended by saying “you dont have to believe me but i know what happened” and then we unadded each other. I dont know what to think or feel. I feel so empty inside, i never thought id do this. I hate myself and I want to die. My face wasnt in any photos/videos but I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t handle this, things in my life are already so bad and now I’ve gone and done this. What do I do? I’m so upset and ashamed and regretful and scared. I feel disgusting. I know I shouldn’t have done it and I honestly don’t know why or how I did. This was just some stranger, 17 year old boy and I wasn’t thinking straight. Now what do I do. I can’t handle this on my own I hate myself 😭

    Temporary27290621 / Sep 27 2019 16.03

    hey, i know its upsetting. the same thing happened to me. i felt scared for a long time about what might happen to me but if you keep quiet from your friends and family then no one will know and eventually youll get over it. please dont feel hateful of yourself.

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    Temporary27290621 / Sep 27 2019 16.03

    hey, i know its upsetting. the same thing happened to me. i felt scared for a long time about what might happen to me but if you keep quiet from your friends and family then no one will know and eventually youll get over it. please dont feel hateful of yourself.

    x-Angel-x / Sep 28 2019 20.12

    Thank you for your response, its nice to know someone else has also gone through this. I know logically nothing bad can really happen as im not identifiable but i still find myself getting really overwhelmed and anxious about it. I’ve told a friend I really trust and she’s been really kind about it, but I won’t tell anyone else. Hopefully I’ll get over it soon. If i may ask, how long did it take you to get over it?

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    ehow2003 / Oct 07 2019 20.40

    do not hate yourself! everybody makes mistakes and at least you know for next time. don’t beat yourself up about it because what‘s done is done so there is nothing you can do about it. and think about it, it could’ve been much worse, your face could’ve been in it. trust me you would have forgot about it in a couple of months. you’ll be fine honestly x

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    x-Angel-x / Sep 24 2019 16.47

    i sent nudes to a stranger, photos and videos and he screen recorded one of the videos.

    He said it was an accident and swore he deleted them. He then showed me a screen recording of his camera roll and recently deleted to prove it wasnt there. I was afraid he had them and would blackmail me so i asked if that could have just been a one time thing and we could go our seperate ways, and then he unadded me. The next day i made a 2nd account and added him, telling him how bad and guilty i feel and begging him to tell me whether he still had the video. he said, and i quote: “I dont have any videos of you. Nothing. I deleted them can you like really chill out.”. I then asked why he screen recorded it in the first place and he said its a glitch his phone does sometimes or something like that. He said he never intented to record it. I looked it up and there is a glitch some people have experienced of snapchat in which it screen records without their knowledge but still, this is really hard to believe. He ended by saying “you dont have to believe me but i know what happened” and then we unadded each other. I dont know what to think or feel. I feel so empty inside, i never thought id do this. I hate myself and I want to die. My face wasnt in any photos/videos but I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t handle this, things in my life are already so bad and now I’ve gone and done this. What do I do? I’m so upset and ashamed and regretful and scared. I feel disgusting. I know I shouldn’t have done it and I honestly don’t know why or how I did. This was just some stranger, 17 year old boy and I wasn’t thinking straight. Now what do I do. I can’t handle this on my own I hate myself 😭

    tropicql / Oct 18 2019 0.58

    personally, i've never been in this situation. however, i think the best thing for you to know right now is that you're not alone okay? thousands, if not millions of people have made the same mistake, and even if they do get leaked, you can report him to the poliice for uploading child pornoography. if u dont mind me asking how old r u and have u told anyone about this? 🧐

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    x-Angel-x / Sep 24 2019 16.47

    i sent nudes to a stranger, photos and videos and he screen recorded one of the videos.

    He said it was an accident and swore he deleted them. He then showed me a screen recording of his camera roll and recently deleted to prove it wasnt there. I was afraid he had them and would blackmail me so i asked if that could have just been a one time thing and we could go our seperate ways, and then he unadded me. The next day i made a 2nd account and added him, telling him how bad and guilty i feel and begging him to tell me whether he still had the video. he said, and i quote: “I dont have any videos of you. Nothing. I deleted them can you like really chill out.”. I then asked why he screen recorded it in the first place and he said its a glitch his phone does sometimes or something like that. He said he never intented to record it. I looked it up and there is a glitch some people have experienced of snapchat in which it screen records without their knowledge but still, this is really hard to believe. He ended by saying “you dont have to believe me but i know what happened” and then we unadded each other. I dont know what to think or feel. I feel so empty inside, i never thought id do this. I hate myself and I want to die. My face wasnt in any photos/videos but I feel sick to my stomach. I can’t handle this, things in my life are already so bad and now I’ve gone and done this. What do I do? I’m so upset and ashamed and regretful and scared. I feel disgusting. I know I shouldn’t have done it and I honestly don’t know why or how I did. This was just some stranger, 17 year old boy and I wasn’t thinking straight. Now what do I do. I can’t handle this on my own I hate myself 😭

    looneylegs2007 / Oct 24 2019 10.54

    i think you should tell someone. they hd no right

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    mom-i-like-boys / Nov 09 2019 19.57

    talk to someone thats all i can say i know how you feel i know you feel disgusted at yourself you wanna vomit or be sick you feel guilty and cant believe you did that but i promise you the guilt will go away try not to think about it

    Jack

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