I was raped in August then again in November, when the first one happened i didnt know how to react, i turned to drinking instantly, i was partying constantly, i felt no emotion, then the cade was dropped... i can never express the anger and hurt by this. The second one was sent to prison a few months ago. His family started spreading lies, but i had to remain silent. I've been in reprogramming therapy for over 2 years now and im still not better, i dont think i ever will be again, they ruined my life and took a part of me i'll never have back. But i've realised i'm still allowing them to control my life and how i feel, but not anymore. They took way too much from me. Yes somedas i still scream, cry, get angry, feel drained but i'm surviving, i'm still here... please if this has happened to anyone tell someone!! and get support.
chelsj456 / Oct 11 2019 5.30